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Wordless Wednesday

This is my neighbor’s pug, they just moved in, as if to taunt me, coz i want a pug sooo bad. So here’s my wordless prayer, ‘i want one tooooooo’ Visit other WW’ers here

hypnosis

Yes, I’m a Christian, but that doesn’t mean my mind is not open to alternative treatments.. I love EFT and BSFF, stuff like that. Anyway, I thought I would try self hypnosis and then getting my hubby to read me stuff i had written. The first time he read it, you could say I wasn’t [...]

Lomo Effect Tutorial

This is how I conquered the Lomo effect in Photoshop, it’s a combination of a couple other people’s tutorials and an idea of my own which I’ll tell you right up front. I googled for two days trying to find a Lomo filter that I liked that made EVERY picture look good, and found that [...]

radio blog

Terribly sorry to all the THOUSANDS of people.. gak.. that were using my radio blog, not so much sorry to the people who were linking to it..hehe… it has been sucking up my bandwidth to the tune of a gig a day.. i have had to increase my web package once already but this time [...]

still here

well I chickened out and downgraded my website package to 500 meg. haha.. from 3 gig to 500 meg, but that’s ok.. at least I still have it all in place.. a friend of mine offered to help me, but i didn’t want to leach off of her unless I absolutely had to, take up [...]

I want

I really don’t know what I will be.. but maybe some things I’m starting to know what I want, like I would like to do something I actually LIKE to do for a living, and if I ever have a friend again it will be one where I can talk about MY freakin’ problems over [...]

love letter

Sometimes I have no passion for anything but passion. I have only 3 things. I love God, I trust Jesus, and He heals me. Things may be totally whacked out in all appearances, but I have those truths that stand like stonehenge in the middle of a desert. Perhaps the greatest of those truths is [...]

peace in God

Sometimes when the emeny just comes on like a flood you have to just throw yourself at God an rest in Him. I went to bed at 8:30 last night and just wouldn’t move when God gave me His peace. I’m up at 3:00 am, now I have to take my meds and go to [...]

He reigns

I had to go for a job interview yesterday. I was freaking out totally with a huge ‘I CAN’T, I DON’T WANT TO!’.. and I was telling hubby I was praying for God to take that away, and hubby says ‘it doesn’t work like that, get ahold of yerself’.. I said ‘it DOES SO work [...]

pre trip

I’m getting real nervous about this trip to LA.. A good part of me is like grrr arrgh, I’m yer huckleberry! yeehaa! bring it on! coz I am walkin’ into the promised land with God and I’m all hyped up about that.. but there’s the other part of me that has been in the wilderness [...]

How to Live a Good Life

it promises to be a good day.. of course i think every day these days promises to be a good day. i have chat friends, where i call them ‘the bad news bears’ where they come online and tell me all the bad news of whatever is happening in their life. i have a secret [...]

LA Lady

I won a free trip to LA to be in an infomercial for the weight loss plan I used. I hope they don’t use that nasty before shot of me in my bathing suit lol.. they prolly will. Oh well, I will prolly end up on the cutting room floor, on accounta they don’t know [...]

Visitors

We have out of town visitors. My hubby’s sister, and her hubby are in from back home. We’re having a grand ol’ time. I tried to take Jesus with me the whole night, it’s sort of a new thing I’m trying to do.. believe that Jesus is ‘easy’.. You know what I mean? In the [...]

Young at Heart

Well today I feel so good in God, like He is following me through my day, like I don’t have to strain myself to seek Him. The movie ‘twister’ is on the country music station in a while. I put it on the station to wait for it and I’m watching the singers sing their [...]

husbands

I’m thinking about husbands. butterflies husband is going soon and I was thinking how strong she is. I know that I couldn’t take that and be strong like her, well I was saying in a comment that it had to be God.. Sometimes I get so mad at my hubby, for things like sleeping his [...]

Quit!

Well God has delivered me from smoking! That viscious, demonic, awful smoking habit I had. I’m just left with a few ‘normal’ smoking withdrawal pangs, like I remember from when I was young and quitting smoking, nothing serious. Just sorta crave a cigarette and get cranky. No searing pain from hell. I cut a nicotine [...]

Grace

By grace you have been saved, not of yourselves.. sometimes it’s hard not to end up in the ditch on the other side of the road when it comes to a revelation on grace. You can end up not doing ANYTHING, or worse, you can end up sinning. I was seeking God this morning because [...]

Next

Well I’m starting on my next quilt.. A much more ambitious project, in that I bought TWO kits to make the quilt twice the size, so it can go on our bed. I must say I’m working a little slower on it. tho you would think I would be working faster as this is my [...]

Quilt

i’m making the most lovely quilt. i have the top done, i’ve just cut the borders.. i’m about to iron down the seams, then sew on the borders, then it’s a grueling evening of pinning the the top to the stuffing and the backing… oh yeah i guess i have to cut the backing yet.. [...]

the unpardonable sin revealed

I just found out the secret of the unpardonable sin, and man am I pissed off. I found out that the only blasphemy is in rejecting God and the works of God of course.. and if you came to God that of course you would be forgiven.. it’s unpardonable if you reject God period. I’ve [...]

faith

faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things unseen. it’s a substance, that’s like saying it’s the actual thing. it’s the thing God gives you to move you into the power. it’s your half of the power, so it is like the power. it’s agreement with God, God’s promises are [...]

too much

Jesus came to give life and life more abundantly. I may have been chasing God too much. I don’t know if that’s possible or not, but maybe we are to put God FIRST and then other things second, not put God first and ONLY.. Does that make sense? I may be making a mistake, I’m [...]

God’s will

Do you ever watch people in ‘the world’ trying to be happy or thinking they are happy, with positive affirmations or sitcoms, and get a strangled feeling in your throat, a panicky vision of hell to come or something like that.. I try to think ‘oh God is working on them, they are safe and [...]

happy

I’m so happy. Jesus is easy and beautiful and I seek Him with all my heart. You shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free. Oh what a promise! Who the Son sets free is free indeed. I can’t get enuff. I’m impatient for the word. God has caught me up. It’s [...]

The unpardonable sin

The unpardonable sin must be something like hating the spirit of God. One would be utterly lost I guess in order to do that. The kingdom of darkness is always trying in this area. But God is gentle with us and knows our heart does not hate Him. Tho I think the negativity might grieve [...]

The Lost Sheep

I think the world needs to be saved. We have our Saviour, He’s done the work. More effective workers are needed. Preachers only preach to other Christians, which is of course needed for the Christian life, so that they can work out their salvation with fear and trembling. But when they go out into the [...]

The Secret Place

Psalm 91 HE WHO dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty [Whose power no foe can withstand]. I was blessed by this verse today while joyce meyer was teaching. She said that we would remain stable and it took me a while [...]

Safe

We are totally safe from the kingdom of darkness with Jesus. And the war we fight is to keep that faith. The faith of the victory Jesus won over the devil. Just a little bit of rock n’ roll trivia for ya. People think we ‘war’ with demons in that they can attack us, they [...]

Victory is Mine!

Victory is mine! you ever see that tbs commercial where they say that over and over? Victory is mine! Well I’m here to tell ya, victory is mine! And the future is safe with God. The LORD has taken away your punishment, He has turned back your enemy. The LORD, the King of Israel, is [...]

blogging is bad mkay?

I think I need to take a bit of a break from blogging. I was listening to a sermon about how stuff in your life can get too big and actually smother the word, and hurt your faith.. And I was thinking that with my so many blogs and the way I pour my heart [...]

Songs for Snidget

Snidget has passed the baton on to ME, amongst other lucky people.. and for a moment my head spun and I wondered, what could this mean? am I meant to be fun now? dare I say amusing? but then I realized that her post was about music and not the incredible lightness of being, so [...]

the future

Hey there’s a two hour season finale speacial of CSI on tonight.. directed by quenton tarentino, or how ever the heck you spell his name. should be good. alot of CSI is looking the same to me, but sometimes that’s ok, coz you can count on it to be good. tarentino should mix it up [...]

My Niece’s Hair

I went to walmart tonight with SIL and wee niece. I was thinking about that part in the bible where Jesus says ‘suffer the little children to come unto Me’ and then says that the kingdom of heaven is made of such as these.. and I was looking at my niece and thinking I totally [...]

have a little faith in me

Here’s the song that God is singing ..along with joe cocker.. it’s in the radio blog.. look down the side of the page, you can listen to it. “When the road gets dark And you can no longer see Let my love throw a spark Have a little faith in me And when the tears [...]

the creative impulse

sometimes I listen to a song and I wish that I had musical talent.. you know what I mean? It’s so beautiful and inspiring sometimes. maybe not that the SONG is beautiful and inspiring.. it could be kid rock’s ‘i wanna be a cowboy’ that does it for me. It’s just the FACT of the [...]

suffering?

the book i’m reading says i’m selfish or whatever for thinking that God will give me health and happiness and ‘heaven on earth’.. haha!! I actually think there’s something in the bible about it.. ‘your kingdom come, on earth as it is in heaven’.. ‘the purpose driven life’ is a good book, but I think [...]

i heart technology

yesterday I was going to post this irritated post about the new software package I embarking on, but I deleted it like I do most irritated posts.. anyway, I was ticked off that I couldn’t edit the html, so today I kind of spent the day looking around for a different package that would allow [...]

good mood

I just read the chapter about protecting my church in ‘the purpose filled life’.. sometimes I think that book is a little unreasonable lol but the chapter made me feel nice anyway. It’s made me think more about my church in a churchy kind of way.. whereas I have always been real stand offish. I [...]

the girls

I love the gilmore girls.. it always puts me in a good mood.. I’ve had a squinchy day, but the gilmore girls is making me happy. the wonders of modern technology. where excurtiatingly witty people can be pixelated and delivered into my living room for my entertainment. logan: ‘what do you think of friday?’.. rorie: [...]

patronage

Well I didn’t get the job at the bookstore. Guess the girl with the english lit degree looked too good. Still, I thought they might be hiring more than one person and I might be ok.. in the immortal words of john belushi.. BUT NOOOOOOOO… So I’m trying to think of what I can do.. [...]

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