Impotent Rage

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The first time I felt impotent rage was when my childhood doctor sat on my head to give me a shot, while i screamed and couldn’t move. This total inability to do anything remotely resembling what you want, makes for the impotence plus rage combination. The second time I have felt it is NOW. Having zero money, and the inability to get anything, makes for the same head sitting on feeling. I guess, most other times in my life I have felt like I had some modicum of control. But I know this feeling. And I never forget it after it’s over. Will this ever be over?

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This entry was written by Elaine- and posted on August 10, 2008 at 11:15 pm and filed under For the Love of God, what's that smell?. Bookmark the permalink. Follow any comments here with the RSS feed for this post. Post a comment(Latest is displayed first) or leave a trackback: Trackback URL.

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yes Elaine, all things work together for good for them who love God… we will all be fine, i know this to be true. thanks for the lovely comments!

1. Elaine on August 12th, 2008 at 10:14 pm
Money is hard to come by for many of us right now. You surely don’t get rich in the military and we’re looking at retirement at a time when jobs are hard to come by. We just can’t stay in any longer though….we’ve done our time, so it’s time to take the risk and pray for the best.

It’s all going to work out….for all of us….somehow.

2. Elaine on August 12th, 2008 at 10:11 pm
hi butterflies!!! good to see you! I’m sorry to hear that you are broke coz I’m feelin’ that right now too, and it’s hard, hubby hasn’t worked since Feb and insurance cut him off.. i hear gas is going to be coming down in sept.. don’t know if that’s just a rumor tho… nice seeing you, thanks for stopping by

3. Elaine on August 11th, 2008 at 4:15 pm
Sorry I havent visited but Ive been neglecting everyone.Still getting things organized back in NZ..Im also broke,now living on a widows benefit which is not much LOL..specially when petrol is $9.00 a gallon here and smokes are 12…luckily I only smoke a pac a week!
Take care

4. butterflies on August 11th, 2008 at 3:52 pm