The first time I felt impotent rage was when my childhood doctor sat on my head to give me a shot, while i screamed and couldn’t move. This total inability to do anything remotely resembling what you want, makes for the impotence plus rage combination. The second time I have felt it is NOW. Having zero money, and the inability to get anything, makes for the same head sitting on feeling. I guess, most other times in my life I have felt like I had some modicum of control. But I know this feeling. And I never forget it after it’s over. Will this ever be over?

Well I’ve got a rather boring theme, that I made myself with at this Wordpress Theme Generator place. I guess I don’t mind it, because IT WORKS for one thing, i don’t have text up beside an image, and my gallery works and looks good. One thing I will not do is succumb to the temptation of PAYING to get a blog template made, they do a crappy job, and you have to choose the artwork anyway, and charge you hundreds of dollars before and after you get hacked.. I think i have complained about such things before haha.

My husband is baking bread, who knew we had the ingredients, we certainly don’t have any OTHER food around here. I can hardly wait for the smell. I’m going to eat the whole loaf while it’s hot out of the oven, mmm mmm