and I’m still up… i have been working on templates for this blog all night. It seems I’m never satisfied. I’m sure that if I found the perfect blog template, i would get bored with it anyway. Besides, the ever searching gives me something to do.. like the quest for the holy grail… well sorta. I have a headache now, but I’m wide awake in spite of taking enuff pills to drop a horse. but i don’t like being out of bed when i can’t afford cigarettes, i just like to sleep those days away, and that makes not being tired all the more poignant.