Actually, I have changed my mind about ‘The Secret’.. It may be mumbo jumbo to call God ‘the universe’.. but we can ignore that bit. I think it’s a very good idea to have a whole book about that sort of thing, change your thinking, change your life stuff. I have been feeling A WHOLE LOT better since I have sort of been guiding my thoughts toward health and wealth and such. well maybe I’m having less luck with the wealth thoughts, but certainly the health thoughts have made me feel alot alot alot better. And it’s very freeing to think you don’t HAVE TO think about all the bad stuff to ’solve the problem’.. it’s like an excuse to do heroin

But anyway, I was popping ativan at least once a day, to give myself a feeling of well being, and NOW, I seem to be able to do it on my own. It IS a little bit hard to counter act a bad feeling when it’s rising up in you, but it’s worth it.. if you just remember that the bad feelings/thoughts are BAD for you, it’s pretty easy to give them up. When you think about how the bad thoughts are bringing bad things into your life, well, hasta la vista baby.

There’s a part of me thats on ‘feel sorry for myself’ crack, so i have to break that habit. But I think we all want to feel good, even if we do have bad habits. So even though the book is totally whack at times, I think over all it’s a great idea to change your thinking for the better.