I always had these demonic rushes of anger against God, like when I was suffering too much. I used to feel so horrible when those feelings came up, because I knew they weren’t true, because I looooove God, and Jesus is my Saviour who DOES save me. It may take a long to get all saved up. But He saves me and I love Him.
The other day I let myself SIT in this anger of God, and I realized that it may be true deep inside of me, that I was angry at God for letting me suffer. It was a terrible thing to sit in the middle of. It lasted about 3 days, I was giving the feeling to the foot of Jesus’ cross, and letting Him handle it. I feel soooo much better now that that feeling is gone and I’m free to just love my sweet Jesus Christ.
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