I feel nice tonight.  I feel complete, whole, a fullness to my body that I can’t explain.  But I know it feels like God.  Yes, I finally have that feeling in my bones that God promised me about 7 years ago.  He once told me what being a Christian is like, by showing me the feeling I have right now.  Isn’t it funny, how you wait so long for God’s promises to come thru, complaining all the way, and when it finally arrives, you forget the pain of waiting.  Must be what childbirth is like; as soon as you hold your baby, you just feel the love and forget how much it hurt and how long you waited.  I wouldn’t know, I’ve never had a child, but that’s what I’ve heard.  It’s best not to complain too much, otherwise you might remember.  It’s like carving it in the stone of your memory, words can do that, create a frame of reference, a benchmark.  But if you don’t put it into words, the pain will be forgotten.  I feel good!