I look back on some of the old posts from a couple years ago, and it doesn’t feel like I feel right now. Not that I don’t love God, because I do, I’m just a little more calm and sure of things now. I’m less afraid over all I think. I’m stronger too. I still have ‘issues’ but they are far more manageable. I’m not all drugged up with no place to go anymore. At least, not as often. I see the writing on the wall faster too, so as soon as I see trouble I am able to get myself out of it before the repercussions hit. Or at least pray that God will get me out of it. I’m starting to want to do stuff again, thus this blog. I haven’t touched my website in soooo long. Well all that stuff sounds good, I think I will end the post

I think I will make a new photo blog while I’m at it, one that isn’t such a pain in the ass to use.. maybe jalbum or something.. have to look into it. But if something isn’t as easy as wordpress to install I probably won’t do it. I just found out that snidget doesn’t have a blog anymore, wow, it’s the end of an era! I have no bloggy friends, it seems that butterflies isn’t blogging much anymore. And I can’t write an entertaining blog that people will want to read haha. So no friends, no possibilities. I do like my blog template at the moment, but still wish I could find something perfect. I signed up for a new myspace account after the debauchle, but can’t bring myself to look for new friends. So perhaps I will just talk to noone in particular here.

I got my movable type entries imported, and another nasty letter from blog moxie, that is an expensive lesson to learn… don’t pay to get a design done because if anything goes wrong you are screwed, and just out alot of money. they will just tell you that they don’t offer ‘lifetime support’ if you ever need help. Just install wordpress and be happy with the free templates.. movable type is not for the faint of heart. textpattern is pretty, but i don’t think it’s anywhere near as easy to use as wordpress. to use a template in wordpress all you have to do is download it and put it in your templates directory, then it’s available for you to select. badabing, badaboom.. anyway, i will never pay anybody to do anything for me again…

My husband takes the brunt of things when stuff goes wrong with my computer. He’s normally real good at fixing computer stuff and does it for lots of people, but it seems whenever I have a problem it’s beyond his comprehension. and of course it’s noooobody else’s fault when you write letters. it’s like that field in hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy.. the ’somebody else’s problem’ field, made people invisible lol… tho my webhost guy is trying to help me now, i just don’t want to get my hopes up for tonight..

I spent alot of money on movable type and then getting blog moxie to make me blog templates, and for what??? to get hacked and find that nobody would help me! So I installed wordpress lickety split and am having no problems except that i CAN’T IMPORT MY MT ENTRIES!!! aaargh! I’m not impressed with that bit.. but I think it might be my computer somehow. I hit the ‘upload/import’ button and i get an error that says the connection was reset…