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We have out of town visitors. My hubby’s sister, and her hubby are in from back home. We’re having a grand ol’ time. I tried to take Jesus with me the whole night, it’s sort of a new thing I’m trying to do.. believe that Jesus is ‘easy’.. You know what I mean? In the bible it says that Jesus’ yoke is easy and His burden is light.. But I have been working my butt off to be a Christian and haven’t believed that Jesus is easy. I don’t think I was very successful tonight and really only succeeded in forgetting about Jesus alot of the time lol. which is easy, but I don’t think that’s really what Jesus meant. since we are supposed to ‘abide’ in Him. Tho I do have a pleasant over all feeling of God’s healing presence upon me these days that makes it hard to forget about Him entirely. I am in a state of gratitude. My state of being is so peaceful that I have to take note of it and cry out to the Lord every now and then, thank You! Spending a pleasant evening with visitors talking amicably about not much of anything, smiling, laughing, feeling good.. others might take this for granted.. I DO NOT.. Thank You God! Jesus said ‘with out Me you can do nothing’.. non-Christians don’t get to find this out because they live by God’s grace.. and even worldly Christians don’t get to find this out.. but smitten Christians get to find out that they are utterly and completely dependant on God for their ALL. All their old ways of doing things stop working for them and they find new troubles in everything they used to do, new things to cry out to God about, they reach the end of their rope repeatedly, in all endeavors, and God is mighty to save. It might seem frustrating at first, but I’m sure that there’s just the transitional period, while you are being trained to do things God’s way, until you are controled by the Holy Spirit. Oh what a happy to look forward to.. I will try to do better tomorrow..