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By grace you have been saved, not of yourselves.. sometimes it’s hard not to end up in the ditch on the other side of the road when it comes to a revelation on grace. You can end up not doing ANYTHING, or worse, you can end up sinning. I was seeking God this morning because I have been doing nothing for a while now lol being busy being saved by grace and I was feeling further and further from God. So God had to show me that seeking Him wasn’t ‘work’.. He gave me a beautiful feeling of His peaceful presence while I was seeking. Just so that I realized that dwelling in His secret place wasn’t hard work or anything. It’s eight o’clock in the evening now and His beauty is still upon me and I’m taking it as a promise of things to come in my journey towards oneness with God. It’s right that we should have to seek God, that we should always have to choose Him. I’m not sure why I say that exactly, but I’m sure that it’s right. It’s just that we should always be showing our love for Him in that way, always be trying to be good and worshiping. Just because God wants us to love and choose Him. Not just once, but always. Just like marriage, that old sermon, a fave by preachers, you don’t just tell your spouse ‘I love you’ once when you get married and then never again, supposing that they know it now. You tell them constantly, because they need to hear it constantly. So does God. It’s not that there is a danger of us changing our mind… even tho sometimes there actually is that danger. But that’s not the point, it’s that love is a living active thing, a thing that needs to be pushed along and lived in the now. So we seek God all the time, and sweetly bow our heads and say ‘I love You’ today, forever and always.