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The unpardonable sin must be something like hating the spirit of God. One would be utterly lost I guess in order to do that. The kingdom of darkness is always trying in this area. But God is gentle with us and knows our heart does not hate Him. Tho I think the negativity might grieve the Holy Spirit after a while, because He wants to be loved and not feared in that way that makes for negativity. And the fear of the unpardonable sin might keep us from turning to the Holy Spirit, and we are meant to commune with Him. It’s strange that when Jesus told of the unpardonable sin, the people it was meant for probably didn’t care, and the rest of us live in eternal panic. I once read the bible from cover to cover when I was about 16, just to say that I had, and the only thing that I got out of it was a terror of the unpardonable sin. Because I knew the way that brains worked, the thing you are terrified the most of and all that. Not because you wanted it, or meant it, but because you feared it so. If I had never heard of such a thing of course it would never have been on my mind, because who would ever say anything against God?? or hate God?? The Holy Spirit is nothing but good. But ever since reading about the unpardonable sin, I have lived in terror. I know other people do too.. But know that God knows your heart, and He knows that you don’t hate Him, and even if your mind plays tricks on you, that’s not what God sees..