What the…

I went to walmart tonight with SIL and wee niece. I was thinking about that part in the bible where Jesus says ‘suffer the little children to come unto Me’ and then says that the kingdom of heaven is made of such as these.. and I was looking at my niece and thinking I totally knew what Jesus meant

At one point my niece walked by one of those racks that stuck out from a peg board that was right at the height of her head, and it pulled out a TON of her hair, and she started to cry and then say ‘I want my hair back!’ and my heart was like wrenching at her tears and her holding the side of her head in pain. So I asked my SIL ‘does that totally wrench your heart or WHAT??’ and she’s all ‘eeeeyeah!! I just have to shove it out of my mind or I’ll freak out and then make her worse’.. but I was thinking of how badly it hurt MY heart and imagining how much it must hurt a mother’s heart. I couldn’t imagine having kids.. it would probably tear me to pieces.

I’ve got a good photoshop ebook, it’s nice and comforting to read.. tho that ‘inside’ book we have is organized nicely and has better subject matter, it was quite terrifying to read. hard to understand and they didn’t seem to care much that they made themselves clear. So I’m having a grand ol’ time reading my new ebook tho I am saddened to report that I’m experiencing information overload and I want to continue reading.. I hope that I haven’t blown it out of proportion in my mind.. the capabilities of photoshop.. well there’s always tutorials out there. I suppose this is a ridiculous endeavour, but God has good plans for me!