What the…

Here’s the song that God is singing ..along with joe cocker.. it’s in the radio blog.. look down the side of the page, you can listen to it.

“When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
Have a little faith in me

And when the tears you cry
Are all you can belive
Give these loving arms a try baby
Have a little faith in me

Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me

When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
From a whisper start
To have a little faith in me

And when your back’s against the wall
Just turn around and you will see
I will catch your fall
Have a little faith in me

Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me

When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
Have a little faith in me

Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me

I’ve been loving you for such a long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You know time, time is our friend
I will hold you up, I will hold you up ”

I have a book by smith wigglesworth on faith. I think I will reread it. He was kinda like me, believed in ultimate healing and victory from God, but of course was confused by his daughter’s deafness and such. God did amazing healings and such thru his ministry. I’m not that kind of a believer coz I’m LIKE smith wigglesworth.. I’m that kind of a believer because of what God has already done for me, because of what God has shown me that He is.. and maybe the road IS dark for the moment, but I know because I know.. and maybe God does have to sing me a little song to remind me.. but I KNOW.. I may be confused about bad stuff that’s hanging around and I don’t even understand HOW it can be hanging around in the face of the almighty God.. but I know. when Jesus said to doubting thomas ‘you believed because you have seen, blessed are those who believe without seeing’.. I always think of myself as somebody who has totally SEEN.. I’m not to be patted on the back for the way I believe, coz God showed me everything. and even WITH God showing me everything, I still falter coz of suffering.. and God has to sing me songs, hehe.. I think with awe.. ‘what will God do next?’.. and the faith comes when God hands it to me; He gives it to me as a gift. Now I guess He’s asking me to muster up some of my own.

this is my post it note for the day: ‘rely on God over people’