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Monthly Archives: January 2005

Photoblog and Horror movies

My photoblog is finally done! Click here for Stoplight You can check it out, there’s only a couple of pictures in it right now, I don’t have it set up; I have to do categories and my links page and such. There’s a picture of me and coco in there Mel from blogmoxie did an [...]

The Brat

My new puppy is starting to relax and be a bit bratty. Like biting and chewing on everything and anything, and being a tad hyperactive. When I was doing yoga she was crawling all over me and chewing on my yoga book, and my hair, and my sweater, etc etc. And right now things aren’t [...]

Addition

We now have a new addition to the family. Time to pick out a name. I find myself lovingly protective of the small dog, and I can see that the dog is already looking to me. I feel rather more like a ‘mom’ than I did with crissy, because crissy was sooo independant emotionally. This [...]

Looked at Puppy Today

I woke up without pain for my dog this morning, and I thought that God had healed me TOO far, hehe. Sometimes I feel like those complaining israelites in the wilderness. But I got out of bed and realized that I was still raw and suffering about many of my ‘issues’. But I thought ‘man [...]

Maybe

hubby said that maybe we should think about getting another dog, and I was like ‘no way’, coz I didn’t think I could do it again, another twenty years of such a heavy duty relationship, and having my heart ripped out at the end. Twenty years of having a wee furry responsibility too. I told [...]

My Dog’s Day

I put my dog to sleep today. I came back from the quay and had some time, and on a whim I figured I would phone the vet for that appointment I was considering.. the one where I get the vet’s oppinion on whether crissy was suffering or not and should I put her to [...]

The Quay

I don’t get out much, hehe. Hubby says we can go to the quay tomorrow and I’m totally looking forward to it with much excitement. I’m going to take my camera and take lots of pics, so that I will have some pics to start my photoblog off with. It’s a total big day for [...]

Sidebar workin’

It sure took me a while to get that moblog sidebar workin’. In the end, mel had to save me, because I couldn’t figure it out. So I guess I will be going with mfop2 even though I can’t get it to work directly from my phone, which is a pain in the butt. but [...]

Moblog Template

I was working on the template for my moblog, coz I’m too cheap to get mel to make a template JUST for silly moblog pics. Though I probably should. Coz moblogging is a legitimate thang. But I suppose I’m kind of templated out as well. I know what I want for my regular blog template, [...]

Clothes Cost Money

I went and spent money this month, after being so good for.. well half of it. But if you saw the clothes that I found, you would totally understand. Must haves, really. I know that I have no excuse except that I sometimes find things that I feel it would be ‘just wrong’ to leave [...]

I Feel Pretty

I prayed about it, and I did a major seeking Jesus session last night, which felt really good coz I really miss Him; I read the bible and it felt so nice, to hang on Jesus’ every word. And He really rescued me today, at first I got up and phoned my therapist and made [...]

Depression and Bruised Scent

Yesterday I had to ‘escape’. My heart was palpitating from all the stress of late; So I got in the car and went to starbucks and just sat there and drank a coffee by myself, waiting for my heart to settle down, it didn’t. Later I did yoga, and that helped while I was doing [...]

My Dog

I’ve decided that I can’t do it. I can’t put my dog to sleep. The pain of it was just too much for me. I hit that ‘I can’t handle it’ wall. Not the ‘I can’t handle it or I’ll die’ wall, but the lesser one. There’s the ‘I can’t handle it’ when you crave [...]

just upset

I found myself over emotional today. Coz of my dog. And I got angry at absent friends. You know, people I wished were there for me, but weren’t. There’s this person that ditched me as a friend and I never got mad about it or nuthin’ coz I’m just not a get mad at people [...]

The Vet

I phoned the vet about my dog. And in the end she said she was free to do a house call tomorrow, and my heart just started palpitating and I got all light headed. The thought of not having my dog after tomorrow was too much for me. It was too real, too soon. I [...]

Oh the Horror

I’m watching ‘the sixth sense’. prolly not a good idea, I know. I do watch bad movies, I confess. anyway, it’s funny where the kid says to bruce willis ‘you’re nice, but you can’t help me’. at the beginning where they first meet. I thought, SAY IT little brother! I mean if that was a [...]

My Dog is 22 Ski Doo

My dog is like 22 years old. She’s starting to look pretty unhappy about it too. I brought it up to hubby today because she was just wandering about and walking into one thing and then another. And of course hubby started talking about putting her to sleep again, which drives me up a wall. [...]

Nervey Post

Seriously, what will people think of this blog, when they come looking for a happy Christian site… You would think that I announced that I have discovered I’m homosexual, and waited until the next day to say ‘just kidding’. Though since you read blogs backwards that joke wouldn’t really work would it? Is that even [...]

Rush

I feel like I’m going thru sooooo much. My head is kinda spinning. It’s like all of a sudden I feel like things are changing, even tho I’ve been on this diet for so long, and I’ve been working on my webpage stuff since late summer I think, fall at least. I can’t say that [...]

Music and My Bad Self

i can’t believe i’m watching music television again. hubby got mad at me about it lol, he’s all ‘i have to wake up to ROCK AND ROLL’ he says only KIDS watch music tv and listen to loud songs like that. HE’S the one who bought me the mp3 player for Christmas. Guess he didn’t [...]

Musical Adventures

I have been trying to find music for my mp3 player, the new U2 hit that’s playing is doable. And I’m wondering about the Ashlee Simpson song ‘LaLa’, my ‘cool’ meter goes off for both of these songs in that they are catchy ditties but obviously they weren’t going for ANY sort of depth in [...]

Christmas.. OVER??

I think I want to leave up the Christmas tree and decorations until the end of January. Hubby is making noises about wanting to take them down and Christmas being over, but I said ‘Noooooooooooo!!!!’… I don’t want the Christmas tree TORN from me before I’m ready. We simply must wait until I’m sick of [...]

Don’t Fence Me In

You know, I have so many frickin’ blogs it’s not even funny. And on each one, there are expectations. Where I am railroaded into talking about a certain subject and BEING a certain way. Well this blog was shaping up to be my more ‘secular’ blog and that last post about crazy Christians got me [...]

First Comment

I got my first comment!! I didn’t even notice it, except by chance, because I really must set email notification of comments on this blog. My first comment was from snidget, I would put her url, but this stupid ‘insert link’ thing doesn’t seem to work.. think it’s just snidget.com anyway. I was reading her [...]

Sexism Rant

That hard drive installation was totally harrowing. My hubby says it’s because he installed SATA drives on my computer and it’s new technology. But for hours and hours my computer wouldn’t boot and couldn’t find ANY hard drives, not even my old one. Eventually my hubby started talking about reformatting it. This would have meant [...]

Reboot and Yoga

I have to reboot. I have had a zillion windows open for I don’t know how long, but it’s time to shut down and reboot because hubby wants to install my new hard drive for me. I got a hard drive for Christmas. It was my idea, just coz my current one is quite along [...]

New Toy Mobloggy Thang

Well I got my new camera phone for Christmas. I just love the wee thing. Now I just need the picture in my side bar to link to my movable type moblog. I think I may be driving mel nuts. I hope not, I’m trying to be a simple case. I like the camera phone [...]

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